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August 31 Mission-Mini-Skirt. Cookies! BIG crunchyy chocolate chip cookies. I love. <3 No more cookies. No more chocolate. No more Pepsi. No more sugar. GYM! I like skirts. I wear a LOT of skirts. But, that mini-skirt, just stares at me. 'Cause I don't feel I can carry it off, yet. But, if mission-mini-skirt goes as planned, I will wear it, SOON!  P.S. If you think I've lost my mind, you're right, I have. August 23 Yay! Total page views:
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YAY, baby! People know I exist! = D August 12 Fear.Okay. Well, Hello.
I'm just going to dive right into my it. I don't have a social life. And I want one. No, I NEED one.
I pushed most of the people who gave me a social life away, 'cause I didn't have TIME to faf around. But then, WHY am I regreting it now?
No, not the pushing them away, the pushing the social life away.
This is my last year of school, I DO need to concentrate on college, but I can't forget school because of that, can I?
I've been working so hard to get into a college which I might NEVER get into.
I mean, I need to stop kidding myself so much.
NID, Fashion Designing, has like.. 10 seats. Reservation? Hell, yeah.
And, I probably won't get in considering people who're FAR more talented than I can ever dream of being will secure those seats.
Leaving me to get used to the idea of going to NIFT, which ain't all that bad I guess. GUESS.
But, 10 years down the line, I'll probably end up some washed up artist listening to Emo Music and attempting suicide because I can't sell any painting for more then 200 bucks and even eating at Viv's is just a distant dream.
Fashion Designing, I'd probably not have enough money to buy myself clothes. Siiiggghh.
Self Doubt.
That's what it's called. Hopefully, I'll get over it.
Soon.
Until then, I'm going to try NOT to think only of the future. The present it equally as important.
See ya. August 05 Ciao Bella! I spoke to Isabella today! Wheee! *Does happy dance* She is STILL as happy and cute and awesome as ever. My bestest friend is BACK! I can at least speak to her from now on! YAY! Lovey you, Bella! I miss you and Ale VERY much. |
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