Shrutilaya's profileRaves And RantsBlogListsGuestbookMore  |  Tools Help |
|
July 19 Why now?!I've always been one to complain about never getting any oppertunities..
I've always thought my ol' school was a shitty place where Satan lies..
I've always WANTED to be noticed.. and not be invisible..
Then, WHY am I totally freakin' out now?!
I'm finally noticed, but not necessarly for a good thing. My name is Shrutilaya.. and there's another girl at school who's.. "Laya".. who apparently is highly sort after.. bu-but..I AM NOT LIKE HER! Thats what everyone keeps telling me..
..that I'm a disgrace to the second half of my name!
Well, yeah, I am..Mehh. I don't know.
When you get what you want its not the same feeling as ACTually wanting it.
I'm now part of the first ever online school newspaper in the country.. No pressure, I was noticed and selected.
I am bloody excited, but I'm shit scared.. what if everyone is better than me?!
What if I get the shitty articles?!
What if I screw up BIG TIME!
Apart from this we also have our EC newpaper, where I'm interviewing the exchage students.
What if I just screw up. Full stop!
Apart from all this, whoever said that Arts and Humanitites was easy, can shove thier computers/laptops up their ass!
IT IS NOT EASY!
The amount of naoted I'm tkaing down, I think my fingers are going to fall off.
I'm running around to much!
I spend the maximum amount of time on my school staircase.
I'm getting bored of Canteen "Kati Rolls".
I Promised Isabella ans Cecil (Exchange students) that I'll go out with them to the mall tomorrow.. but its not going to work out!
I swore to myself that I'll be up to date with all my work..
I'm about 2 weeks behind!
And, I'm SICK!
I'm going to go and finish my Report on the inaugeration ceremony!
*hmph*
July 06 Mehh..Man, What is wrong with me?!
I don't know.. thats what!
I don't know anything anymore..
I miss talking to Ziggy as much as I did before..
Its just not the same without talking to him..y'know what?!
I feel like dying if we don't talk atleast once in a day..
I loong for his text messages..
I long for the calls..
I Loong to see him again..
WHENever I listen to that song, I feel sad and I want to see ziggy!
I'm really messed up at this moment..
..I have been for atleast 2 weeks now..
I WANT TO SEE HIM!
this very instant!
I want!
I want!
I WANT!
Now!
Oh! Ziggy, you piggy..
Why can't you be with squiggy..
Together.. Ziggy and Squiggy..
Mehh, I'm shitting!
Meehhh, I'm way to depressed to blog now..
{more later} |
|
|
