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June 30 Damn Life.In the past few weeks. Ross and Rachel (a.k.a Viren and Swati) broke up. Chandler and Monica (a.k.a Varun and Sneha) broke up. Pheobe and Mike (a.k.a Adeeba and Avinash) broke up. I think. Yes, not the best of weeks, I know. But Viren's now rethinking this theory and is making Sneha, Janice.. because the whole friends thing isn't really working out. My ONLY question. Why am I single when everyone is going out with someone else. NOW, why do *I* have a boyfriend (Err, I guess?) when everyone else is single? June 20 The Worst Day Of My Life. As I told him to stay away, He said.. "Sweety, let me make my own mistakes. I'm not worth the effort and pain I put you through, I see how much out of you it takes". And as I beg him, not to pursue, He runs away leaving me behind, to pick up the pieces he'll soon shatter into. *Sigh* Do people honestly NEVER learn? I went for the BVM Culturals today, and it SUCKED. (Shrija, I need t'talk t'you about your school and it's LACK of organization!) First of all, my even is on the second day, being, tomorrow. Fashion Illustration, dearies. But, because of a communication "error", they sent all the people who're supposed to go tomorrow, today. Even though the people who were a part of TODAY's events had already left. And we got there. After 45 minutes on a horrid bus with Varun literally sitting on my lap and playing is stupid pot. (Junk Music) Yes, 6 foot thing sits on 5"3 nothing. Happens everyday. Arrggh. So, yeah, we get there, and what happens? Kavya and Sumaya come RUNNING towards us, telling us how disorganized this culturals've been. Then, we found out, that our events're ACTUALLY tomorrow. So, we have to go back, Yayy! Tushar has food poisoning, no one knows ANYTHING. Akshay is upset 'cause they have this bias against Lady Andal and he SHOULD've qualified, considering he DID get the highest mark. Divya and Adeeba got into the finals of T-Shirt designing but they told them that they hadn't when they asked the people there. Half of us missed our events due to lack of any sort of communication, this is the 21st Century, PEOPLE!! And, to add fuel to the fire slowly lighting inside of me? I saw Amitash. = | He's like the first guy *I* thought was HOT. Yeah, just when I was finishing the 10th. I had this tiny li'l crush on him. Not a proper one, mind you, a tiny one. So, he's sitting there, with his gorgeous hazel eyes and those awesome dimples, and Kavya goes.. "Laya, I want him, I mean, WANT in every sense of the word, I mean, look at him!". I looked at him and said.. "Damn! That's Amitash, could this day get any better". Which is when I told her about my *History* with that boy. = P Oh, and did I mention I hadn't looked at water since the previous night, per say. Nor any food. And this is Chennai. We finally got back in time for school to let out, so I took an auto home and crashed. I woke up about an hour ago and drank coffee, the first thing I'm drinking ALL day. And now I'm blogging, after AGES. Ha. It feels good to be back. = D June 08 A Soul Wandering Thoughts.. Sometimes when I'm alone. I think about you. Wonder if you're thinking about me too. I don't want to feel the feelings that I feel for you. They might ruin you. They might ruin me. They might ruin the beautiful thing that we have. Yet, I can't stop myself. I try drowning my thoughts, but I hear your voice. Whispering in my ear. It haunts me in a way I don't want it too. And I don't want to keep them from you. You're the only one who has made my life make sense to me. I make sense to myself, because of you. You're special, you're unique. You are the happiness in me. So now I ask, in a desperate plea.. Will you be with me? |
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