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May 27 Pointless.I laugh at naked pillow's and not at Avee's jokes.
Shrija seems happy that hers is smaller.
I've read P&P a few zillon times and I STILL read it over and over again.
I like the guy who plays Murtagh in Eragon, but I don't like Eragon.
I think Saphira is HOT.
Varun thinks I'm mad.
Neriv ain't replying or picking up his damn phone(s)!
I enjoy reading Mag Cabot.
I hate french.
I like my new belts.
Why is the book called "Every Boy Has Got One", why can't it be.. "Every boy has got two"?!
Everyone is stealing TJ's wallpaper.
Stop naming inanimate objects just c'cause *I* do it.
No one's ever online anymore.
I like Avril lavigne. Always WILL.
I only watch Smallville 'cause I think Tom Welling's HOT!
I'm losing my non-existant mind.
The OC is over, for good! *wails*
I'llmiss Seth, Ryan, Taylor, Summer, Julie, Catlin, Frank, The Bullent, Sandy And Kirsten SO much, my heart ache's.
So long, old friend.
You're the only one who cpould make me feel happy even at the most depressing of times, I will NEVER forget you, and I'll ALWAYS love you. ALWAYS.
..My point being?
Nope, I don't have one.
It's POINTLESS!
Deal. With. It.
May 16 For Sale.No matter how happy a person maybe on the outside, there is NO way of telling if they're as happy as they seem on the inside.
Take me, for example.
I can be happy, in a second. I'd probably be depressed one minute and hyper the next.
No matter what I do though, no matter how happy and content I may seem on the outside, there's this empty space inside of me.
Now, I do everything I can possibly do so that no one notices that. I take special care when I'm around my friend to be extra cheerful, but sometimes, it just gets the better of me.
Not when I'm among my friends, which is a good thing, really.
It's just.. when I'm alone, and just sit in my room, thinking.. just thinking.. that's when it hits me. Bang in the middle.
And, so, as I was saying, that empty space is for sale.
I can't deal with it anymore. I've had enough.
I'm sick of feeling dead and sad, there really ain't no need for it.
I'm perfectly fine, or so, I keep telling myself.
Anyway..
I just decided to blog about this 'cause I felt like getting my point across.
Never judge a book by it's cover.
Cheesy, I know, but true. May 08 F.R.I.E.N.D.S. For real?My life seems to be like the TV show.
Ross - Viren, they both have equally bad hair and bad sense of humours, but they're both equally good friends. = )
Rachel - Swati, she's the same tantrum throwing spoilt brat, who I lou.
Chandler - Varun! He's goofy, and funny.. and it's a blast being around him.. and his fake british accent. = P
Monica - Sneha.. she's new to the group, but hell, she's awesome!
Pheobe - Adeeba! As weird as ever!
So, it goes like this.. Viren and Swati, Varun and Sneha couples. (Varun and Sneha as of 2 minutes ago, when Sneha finally said Yes, You're welcome, Varun!)
Adeeba's with Avinash just like Pheobe and Mike.
So, we have Varun - Sneha like Chandler and Monica.
And, Viren and Swati like Ross and Rachel.
The odd one out, is ME.
But, I AM NOT going to associate myself with Joey, 'cause I'm single, like him but I'm not dumb, nor do I sleep with a different guy each night. Ugh.
Anyway, now, I must say, I don't like being in Joey's place. I'll be moving away just like him.. but, I am NOT going to end up like him. RIGHT?!
(Some positive words would help). *sigh*
This is freaky and stupid and scary, err, YAY!
Apart from that, I crashed into a wall! Yiippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Swati was tryint to teach me to ride her bike, but err, I umm.. pressed the accelerator instead of the break and banged into a wall, but, it's all cool!
I'm perfect! Actually, I've never had as much fun in my lie so far!
YAY! Thankoo, Swatha!
To crashing like that MORE often!
Cheers! May 02 Dearest Bruce.Okay, Shrija. I'm giving this a sot ony 'cause YOU suggested it, and, I happen to trust you, a lot.
So.. err, DEAREST GOD.
I know I've have always and have been questioning your existance, but I'm going to give the talking t'you cra- I mean thing a shot. =)
My life seems to be getting worse by the day. Wait, and complicated, VERY complicated.
One day, a guy asks me out, the next day, he says he was joking.
A few days later, his friend asks me out, and, when I say NO, he says that he was joking too.
*Sigh*
Are boys always this irritating?!
(Keep in mind, I'd like to believe your female it helps, or wait, if you're male, can you enlighten me on your species?)
Then, there was the eyes meeting across the room thing, which I've gotten over, 'cause he might've been a creepy stalker for all I know.
But, it still bugs me sometimes, but, yeah.. whatever.
The HOT chinki dude who was flirting with me, WHY coudn't I just flirt back?! What is wrong with me?! Seriously?
Aren't ALL girls supposed to be able to flutter their eye lashes and flirt away with guys?
Why can't I flutter my eye lashes without some asking me.. "Have you got something in your eye, you seem to be blinking a lot!".
Why aren't *I* female enough? Even though Arjun said I was very girlie today, I KNOW it was only to piss Swati off 'cause she consideres herself the LADY of the group.
But, really, I'm sick of the "It's your personality that attracts those guys" cra-damnit!
Most guys're intimidated by me?! BY ME?! 5-foot-nothing me! I can't even look at a freggin' spider, for goodness sake, and boys're intimidated by ME?!
I'm am SO sick of being a guys "buddy", I AM FEMALE, DAMN IT! And that it NOT so hard to believe!
Why am I such a walking disaster?! I keep walking into walls! *Grumbles*
Why won't me parents get me a 2-wheeler, when so many people drive that damned thing, *I* am not going to die!
+ Just 'cause I'm an only child I don't get whatever I want, okay?! I would appreciate if you get that into people's skull's. WHAT IS THEIR PROBLEM?!
If I'm the only kid, good or bad for me! Why do they keep ranting on and on about how my life is better.
EVERYthing has it's good and bad sides. And there IS NOT point comparing the two worlds. WHEN WILL PEOPLE GET THAT INTO THEIR HEADS?!
We should OT try to want someone else's life, maybe complian about our own, but NOT keep talling the other person 'bout how sick our lives are, there is no point, each person has problems of their own.
Which is why, I'm talking t'you. Even though I know you pro'lly have billions of people complaining t'you, I'm jus another insignificant speck.
But, considering you're all mighty and all, it's all good, right?
Y'know, that frustrates me the most, and it's annoying me!
After ALL of this, I have to deal with my Bella not being here for me, I'm everybody's agony aunt, but the ONLY person who was there for me is frying in Baroda with th-that BOY! Argh!
Why are boys always either the source of happiness or misery in OUR lives?
Seriously, God, dude, Save Me. Help Me.
And, you know what?
It felt good to get this off my chest, I feel so much better now. Thank you. =)
P.S. Thank you for my Parents, I'd go INSANE without them. And some of my friends, they help too! Thank you!
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