The Optimistic Pessimist says: No, you're fine.

The Optimistic Pessimist says:

In this case ":::" happens to be this evil-devil-face.
After just reading the above conversation my ssiter has with herself, you have to stop wondering why *I*'m so strange. = P

Yes, people. This is my family and I'm proud of them. Even though Avee scares me sometimes.

Swutz says:

*Obviously, you’ve gone through a very emotional period, sometime in the past 3 months that’s caused your body to react the way it has*

^ I cannot belive she said that.

What’s wrong with that? It’s true, isn’t it?

Well, kinda’, but.. I’m not that emotional person anymore, I’m back to being me. Just ME.

No, your different.

Most definitely are.. I miss the old Shruti.

What the HELL’re y’all talking about?! I’m perfectly normal, amn’t I?

No, your not.. I told you once before, I’ll tell you again, there’s sadness in your eyes.

Oh, SHUT UP! This is no hindi movie! There is NO such thing. I’m my usual self, annoyingly hyper.

No, your well, what’s the word I’m looking for? Cynical! It’s like you don’t belive in real life happy endings anymore.

Well, I don’t.

Shruti, you need to get out of the imaginary world in your head, I agree. Life is not one of the books you read, I’m the one who told you that, it doesn’t mean that happiness and such don’t exist either.

Happiness does, I guess.. The other things don’t. It’s only books.. but WHAT is this about, ANYway?!

You told me the other day, “Don’t think so far into the future, you guys’ll probably break up in another six months”

Yeah, I said that, so? I meant it! The truth most definitely does hurt.

Yes, but what happened to the girl who loved to dream?

She’s standing right in front of you, trying to figure out what wrong with her friends and needs to pee!

It’s not funny.

I thought it was, y’all are being STUPID.

WHY are you so cynical and so.. soo.. sad?

I’m not sad!

Fine, your not sad, your not Shrutilaya either.

Yeah, I’m some stranger impersonating her, and APPARENTLY I’m doing a bad job of it.

Sarcasm isn’t going to get you anywhere with this conversation.

Oh, is that what this is? I thought y’all are holding an intervention, to send me to the looneybim, due to what was it? Err.. *sadness* in my eyes. Ridiculous!

We’re just worried. You and *cough* :it: broke up a few months ago. How long will it take you to get over it?!

I’m over it. You know that? It took me 9 weeks, but y’all know that I’m ME again.

No, your not, that’s troubling us.

Laya, I take back what I said, go back to your imaginary world, it makes you happy!

Look, I know the difference between dreams and reality.. I just got carried away once, and I don’t want that to happen.

You’re too young to be so cynical and stupid.

I am not stupid. I’m a lot of things, stupid isn’t one of them. So what? I do not want the November episode to happen again! So, I’m doing whatever it takes to stop that from happening. I’ll probably end up an old miserable lady, with 18 dogs in a one bedroom apartment. So?

Shrutilaya, my friend, the girl with her heads in the clouds, yet grounded, what’s happening to you?

Nothing. I just learnt a lesson, that’s all.

Your just saying that now, that right person for you will come along one day and if your never going to let that person in, you’ll lose him.

First things first, you need to read more books, IF we’re meant to be, we’ll get past everything. And second, that “One person out there for everyone” theory is just bull shit. If it were true, Gorgeous George Cluny wouldn’t be single.

Listen to us, think about it. Please?

Okay..

Every word of it was so true. I don’t know what to do.. I hope everything sorts itself out like always. But for now, I wish.

..that conversation never happened.

*wishes*